I used to think the worst thing in life was to end up all alone. It’s not. The worst thing in life is ending up with people who make you feel all alone.Robin Williams (as Lance Clayton in World’s Greatest Dad)
(Source: thisairwebreathe)
on moving on
A friend of mine who I haven’t seen in 10 months told me recently that I’ve grown a sense of ignorance, or rather, I’ve built a wall for myself and it shows through the way I carry myself. I hadn’t stopped to realize that I have become less emotional, less giving, less all-together- who I used to be.
On the topic of finding love again- it isn’t that I am afraid that I won’t. It’s moreso that I wouldn’t know if I could love as intensely as I have.. to imagine, having invested so much into one person that they became the sole reason for my every motive. I don’t know if I can do that again. To love and be with somebody to the extent of coexistence. The need to have that constant presence. I don’t know if I can do that again.
He says I’ve become more independent and unlike the last time we’ve talked, I don’t spill my emotions anymore. And I guess.. I just don’t feel the need to anymore. I don’t feel the need to be depressed or to hold sadness against anybody. I’m not going to hold any grudge or ill intention when I say I am completely honestly happy for him. And at the same time, I am not going to let myself fall apart. I’m doing things for myself and I intend on becoming better, regardless of what kind of toll has been left on me.
I choose happiness.. and happiness isn’t found in anybody but myself.
April 23, 2012
#short story #love #boy #girl #writing #prose #night #miss #long distance #relationship
I just want another night with you. To just lay there on my bed, staring at each other’s eyes. Or we could just lay down on the grass, staring at the sky. Whatever, wherever, I just want to spend a night together, hoping the sun won’t be rising soon.
I’ve always loved sunrise, but I wouldn’t want to see it if I were with you.
It’s crazy how I thought I’m up and ready for this long distance thing we started. You had to leave and we agreed it’s for the best.
Now, all I want to do is sit here and wait, til my clock hits 12 midnight and it’d be 6 in the morning on your side.
(via fyeahalbanderas)
You are doing good, you can do this.
June 30, 2012 - July 1, 2012. Philippine Nursing Licensure Examination.
I woke up and printed his picture out. Lol
Pharmacology 101
- Increased blood pressure
- Increased heart rate
- Dilated pupils
- Decreased salivation
- Bronchodilation
Parasympathetic
- Decreased blood pressure
- Decreased heart rate
- Constricted pupils
- Increased salivation
- Bronchospasm
It’s not about getting through the day anymore.
There’s more to life than just waking up to another one of those days.
